Today is Definitely Different!

I think Allah heard my prayers last night.

Today at office is very very nice. Still no works yet. But at least;

1) My desktop is set up. I have access to everything except SKYPE, FB, FS and MYSPACE. At least I can blog, blog hopping and chat on YM! yeay!!

2) I made friends! Not just one or two, but additional 9 person today. Hehe. We even went out for lunch at the Mines. They all just received their salary, whereas I am still waiting for the golden call from the old office. Big chance I can only enjoy the cash next week:(

Last night, Superman told me that his mum and little sister will stay with us at our new place until their new house in Klang complete its renovation. The current house has been sold and they have to move out by middle of May. That could be a good three months. Did you hear hesitation coming from me? To be frank I am quite nervous. I am usually good with people. But I am not sure about in laws especially MIL living together. But thinking that Superman is currently living with my family since January, and he seemed perfectly jived in, I think I should accept the situation with open heart. Yes Darling, I'll do it for you and to test myself. At least I have a nice swimming pool to relax shall I need a time out(but am feeling shy to wear my almost naked swimsuit with them around. A reason to shop for cover ups??Huhu).

Penang...Land of Stories...My Stories...

The first time I was living on my own, was in Penang. It was in 2001, fresh out of school. I received offer to continue my study in Penang Matriculation College in Kepala Batas. I hated the study part. But I love every minute of the freedom I got. That was when I had a really special adventures with my mates. Some still in good contact to this day including my ex-bridesmaid, Hannah and my ex-room mate, She @ Kambing, and my ex-housemate, Azea, as well as few others. And that's where I met my first ex-boyfriend. A total opposite of me. I don't know how or what makes me attracted to him. Maybe, the hormone was doing its 'thang'. haha! We spent alot of time cruising the Penang Island. Jetty rides. Bukit Mertajam. Komtar. It was all our craze. I even sneaked out of the college, early in the morning, to go to Sg Petani, to buy him a perfume for his birthday..or was it Valentine? I don't remember. Me and my room mates was chased by the guard up to the nearby Kampung when we sneaked out in broad daylight to go to Bukit Mertajam to celebrate one of our birthday at Pizza Hut. It was just a reason to go out. She was left behind when the bus that me and Farzy took, drove away before she even reach its back. But being so united, we waited for her to arrive at the bus station. Those were crazy days.

And I made few clubbing night getaway in Penang, when I was studying in UUM, Kedah. We were so deprived of city scene and entertainment, that we drove all the way to the island. Thinking how energetic I was, made me want to get back to my old shape. While writing this down, I glanced through the Prevention website on how to tone up and lose weight. I'm at least 15 kg heavier since I left university. Sedentary lifestyle and easy access to fancy food is really not a good thing!

Last weekend, I went back to this special island for honeymoon getaway with my loving husband, Mr Superman. His kampung is in Penang too. So we were not so excited to go to the tourist attractions. We chose to spend more time in the hotel itself. Enjoying each other company so much. The weather was really good. Superman had a blast watching bikini clad girls. Whereas I could only see awesome beach boys  swimming in the pool in front of our room, on the last hours before we checked out. Damn. Where have they been all the while I was there?! Darlings, I am not going to bore you more n more with words. I'll upload the pictures later ya. By the way, the money we paid for the Honeymoon Package at the Hard Rock Hotel in Feringhi, worth every single cent. The hospitality was above par. Its a 4 star hotel serving like a 5-star.

Why is the Clock NOT ticking??

At least that's how I feel. Its 11.36p.m. Just finish packing up my stuffs for our Penang getaway. Super excited. Got myself a brand new goggle for the trip although my old one is perfectly fine. I just don't know why. I think I should have grab a new sunnies or hat instead. In my dreams since I just blew away my tiny budget. Was thinking of carelessly shopping beach dresses at the Ferringhi.

But then, I'm not going there so soon. Superman's going to drive up there first on Wednesday, early morning. I'm not going to see him until Thursday at Penang airport since he will start his journey there from his mom's home in KL.Starting to miss him already. Full of anticipation!

Annoyingly though, my boss haven't sign my UNPAID LEAVE form I submitted 2 weeks ago for this holidays. I don't care. I'm going anyway as she won't pay my leaves regardless if it is sick leave. Still weighing my options to complete my 3 days next week. My heart's completely thrown out of the office. Now, I regret why I was so baik hati to come back to the office after I got my last pay. I worry that she won't pay me for this month if I don't come back to the office again later. Its going to be a wasteful journey then. And I will have major problem to pay up my bills at the end of the month should she decided to get back at me. So, should I continue being baik hati or take the plunge??

Mini Honeymoon...FINALLY!!

I'm so.. so... happy!! Yeay!

Me and Superman haven't got the chance to go for honeymoon since our wedding last November due to our work commitments and sudden dip in our economy. So sad woh! :(

But Allah loves us. Since I have decided to quit from my current office, there will be few days of gap before I start at my new office. And Superman has to go to Penang for work.. Suddenly, we realize, hey, it should be a good opportunity for our cozy getaway!

We both really need it. To recharge and to actually enjoy only with each other. Oh I can't wait! He even rescheduled his work itinerary so that it doesn't interfere with our honeymoon. Therefore, he has to go there earlier one day. And I will fly there the next morning.

Bookings made:

Flight tix- AirAsia...RM59 one way only!! woot2!

Honeymoon Package- @Hard Rock Hotel, Penang..Total : RM1853 nett. Click here to know more!

Cool kan!!

* We opt for the Lagoon Deluxe package so that I can jump into the pool straight from our room! Yeay!! Superb pool. Did you know that I'm a water babe? hehe!

Today, I'm going to shop for swimsuit and bikini and other beachware.  About 3 weeks to go!Yeay!!!

*Listening to "Island In The Sun-Weezer"

Hang Tuah and Superman?

Recently, we tried to find a memorable and cost effective way to spend our weekends together. And being a planner as part of my job, I hate to be the planner again on the weekends. Well, I always love men who can take charge. Somewhat sexy. Ha ha.

So, my dear Superman cracked his head of where to go. Most of the time we usually spent time at the malls. Now that money is scarce, it ain't so much fun anymore. Guess where we went ;




MUSEUMS!!!!




Darling...I've got to announce, you surprise me again!! At first I thought it was a very kiddie or touristy idea. But then when he told me he never went to any museums as part of growing up, my nurturing side had to agree. OMG, so so kesian woh!!! So off we went to a very educational visit, not once, but twice already in less than 2 weeks!!. Its so funny looking at him so eager and absorbed with what he saw. He is really a patriotic guy. I guess being a police son contributed to his high level of patriotism. Tabikkkk hormat!

First Museum : National Museum of Malaysia, KL

Date of visit: Saturday, 20th February 2010

Please please please.....

Wahhhhhh!!!

I think I want this as my dais for my wedding anniversary...errrk!!

3D display of Malacca Sultanate

My precious key chain from the museum merchandise store.

Cute meow!!

Second Museum : National Military Museum, Port Dickson

Date of visit: Saturday, 27th February 2010

Japanese bike lahh!!

Choosing our new car-which one's better?

Or should we buy the motorbike instead??Eh?

Vintage clothing ladies!!

And primitive sanitary pads on the right side!

Our plane's waiting!

p/s : Wah ! I was so 'baik' visiting the museum in baju kurung under the freaking hot sun!!

But, sadly, when I asked whether he would visit arts museum, the answer was NO!

Typical guys.always wants action eh?! Don't you know arts is not boring? I think art galleries are somewhat boring especially when you don't even understand what's the painting or the installations are all about. What do you think people??

Sunday Madness

This ain't good..
Sunday should be a relaxing day. Madness should happen tomorrow!

But my mom demand me to takeover the household works today. My husband's not helping. He even supports the idea. He said, he can't even remember when was the last time I cooked for him. Ha ha. Living with your parents is a bliss!

Okay hubby. But I demand to watch Valentine Day movie TODAY at the cinema okay???

DEAL!

Going to the kitchen to cook!Cook what?? Dunno!!!:(

Its Monday, Let It Be A Longggggggg Day!

Precious day it is. Public holiday on Monday. No plans. No rush. Just finishing up my laundry. 3 loads! Shameful. Has yet to become full blown Bree Van de Kamp. I don't think I ever will become her. Ha ha.

Yesterday night, was a damn lovely night. Superman treated me to a V-day dinner at a hotel. It was buffet style. We stuffed ourselves like there was no tomorrow. Planning our way to enter Asia's Biggest Loser! We were so bogged down with the food, the magical-love-in-the-air thing was never really there. A bit sad reality but I'd say, we didn't regret a bit. We enjoyed to the max making fun of each other. And I won eating the most. Now I wonder why we dressed to kill? Him in handsome moss green shirt, while I was in a black cocktail dress. We might rather wore a stretchy bottoms.By the time Superman called the waiter to pay the bill, I could feel my tummy stretching and my eyes feeling droopy. We reached home before 10pm. We couldn't contain any longer. Slept like babies by 11pm. We realized, our bonding sessions always involved food since the start of our relationship. The first time we met each other was when I accompanied my friend, Bai, to dinner with him. Huh? Now I wonder, what was it that makes me wanted to follow her that very night? God has a funny way to tell our destiny eh??!

Yesterday, I discussed with Mummy, Sis and of course my Superman about my future in current company. All said that I should say goodbye. But then, when and how? I haven't got another job  as a backup. In dilemma. I'm still in probation. So there's only a one month notice to be given. If my boss granted my confirmation, then I will have to endure 3 months notice before I can say leave or else, I have to pay one month salary. Obviously flexibility is during my probation period. But, how about the job? I can't afford not to work. Oh my! Big decision to be made. BIG!

Extra Love, only on Valentine??

Today, I definitely felt loved. Extra. I hope tomorrow will bring more love. Its going to be a Valentine Day.

Dear Superman prepared something tomorrow night.. I can't wait.

Weeee!!!!!

But I wish its going to be 'always' occasion. It doesn't need to be expensive. Just a little bit more love.:)

Love you Superman!!!!

Lucky..Luck..Been Awhile

The boss will not be around until after CNY holidays. Its a Chinese owned company. But our boss decided its cool to start work on 17th Feb. Pity my Chinese colleagues. Well I don't mind to start any day. Its not my celebration. But of course, nice. I'm in dire need of a long break.

I love my job and colleague. But I hate the boss. Period. She drove me nuts.

Me n hubby is officially in financial distress after crazy pay cut by his company starting this month. Seriously??? So I'm refraining(real hard) myself from shopping malls and shopping sites. My only solace is the glossy magazines. Mariam, be a good wife..I kept telling myself. But it ain't easy. Not that I can't afford at all, but me shopping as usual while my husband is suffering from reduced salary, ain't pretty thing aite? I hope he get a better job very very soon.

Last 2nd February 2010 was our 3rd year engagement anniversary. Superman darling brought me out for dinner at TGI Fridays in Wangsa Walk. After a RM100 meal filled up my tummy, I drove back home with very heavy eyes. Almost passed up at a traffic light while waiting for the light turn green, when suddenly I heard a deafening honk from a car behind me. I slept like a baby after a reluctant ice cold bath.

On Thursday, my boss decided to splurge on her staffs. We had Yee Sang dinner at Westin Hotel, Kuala Lumpur. I had my first Yee Sang and sharks fin soup.Yee Sang is actually local tradition. It starts right here in Malaysia. Unique ha? Hell they were expensive!! The bill totaled up to whopping RM500++ for 4 person! Thank you dear boss. But isn't it better if you give us RM 100 cash each? Sure it benefits us better :)

Argh...the documents in front of me are screaming for attention. Clever boss. Even you are not here, I still can feel your presence. Ha Ha.

What Should I Do Now?

This week, my life's not short of happenings. Some are superb, while others are downright frustrating and confusing. Causing dilemmas again and again.

I came to realize, I hate HR/admin/Accounts job. Well I guess its not in my genes. I'm bad at maths. And then I hate anything with numbers unless if it means i get more shopping spree on somebody else's account. And yes they are mostly, numbly, repetitive tasks. I can't wait for a new colleague to join our company next week and handle those matters. But my boss insists that I get to know the full set. I mumbled some words that start with the letter 'F' under my breath. Ha ha.

The starting of the week, I was busy writing cheques and balancing up the spreadsheets while also attending outside meetings. Came Wednesday, the excitement rushed in. I attended a dead serious property launch, filled up with serious bunch of top notch people in property industry around the region in the evening. Since I was suppose to attend a fashion event right after, I was already wearing a floral cocktail dress. It was acceptably different from the normal pencil skirt suit the other ladies in the hall were wearing. I accidentally provided them some eye candy. Ha ha. Power suits didn't give enough power eh? We arrived fashionably late at the opening of Miu Miu Boutique in KLCC. I wish I can give you all the feel of the event. Mingling with the socialites of Malaysia. Its not exactly my first brush of the glitzy world. But its exciting since now its part of my job. Something that I didn't get from my previous jobs since my ASTRO days. Too bad, I didn't bring my camera. But I'll update once I got hold of the pictures from my friend's camera. OK? ;)

Thursdays and Fridays didn't give much joys. I received bad news from Superman about his business. This year, is all about revamping the old us. New jobs, new house and new financial management. Its a mountain of hardship. Maybe this is a test from God. Its time to look down and search more meaningful ways in every aspect of our lives. Maybe we should just walk out from our safety net and jump into a new unfamiliar territory?You think? I pity Superman. Now that he's my husband, the responsibility is greater. Suddenly my never ending work issues seems small compared to his problems. 2010, make or break? I read in horoscopes reading in my few favourite magazines. It seems first half of the year Cancerians, will face difficulties in career and financial. Second half will bring a major change. I wonder whether to believe or not. Its all maybes..

My heart yearned for all sorts of wants. But its crazy to be doing all those things at the moment given the circumstances. I guess I'll be okay. We will be okay right Darling? I had worst experience at the start of my career. I still remember I didn't shop anything at all for more than 6 months as I barely had enough money for food, rent and commuter fare to work. It was hell to a shopaholic like me. Life was rough. And through perseverance, it was only a matter of time and luck before I had my big break. Alhamdulillah, I didn't have problems getting jobs. And luckily I met the right people at the right time all the way. My family was always there for me. Helping me in all ways they could, advising and motivating me. Cinta sampai mati!

Some people said to me that they want my job and jealous of my luck. Well, that was what I always say to those people I admire of. It seems like you will never get satisfied with what you have. I always want one or more level up. Not that I'm not grateful, but its just how it should be isn't it? If we can't see the flaws in what we have now such as job, how could we work harder? What is it for to work harder if there's nothing more you yearn for? Like a fatter paycheck, a bigger fancier car, a bigger house, 5-star vacations, bottomless cash...etc. Or else, if you are so contented, you will stuck in the same dead end job for god knows till when. But of course, its your personal choice. Which ever works better for you. As for me, my list of motivations keeps growing. Some say its crazy to fulfill all of our fantasies. You'll always get tensed up thinking of your 'incomplete' list. I guess if you know where to put your limit and prioritize, it should be okay. Again, its your personal preference. Okay, now I'm talking in circles. Pardon me.

So what else should I blab about? You sure you want to hear more n more from me? Don't you feel bored already? Ha ha. Wait lah..till the next entry...next weekend. Have a nice day everyone! Muax.XOXO!

Lately

Who says 2010 is an auspicious year?

NOT for ME so far.

And so as few of my love ones too. Be it career, money, relationship, etc. Nothing positive so far. They are either stagnant or going down. In my case, most of it in the middle. Deeply confusing. To the point no word can really describe. Thus, my blog became a blank note on most days.

Writing used to be an almost everyday pleasure. But now I came to realize, monotonous or confusing daily happenings, doesn't excite me to write. I will bore you readers like nobody business.

My new job, was my last hope of life with desire. At least for the 9-6 crucial hours, 5 days a week. But after 8 days of joining, I have yet to feel the full potential. But I don't regret leaving my old company. I might feel somewhat a pang of regret joining this new company. However, isn't it a tad too early to determine my future here? Will it be so easy getting a new one out there? I always ignore my instinct. Should I listen to it now??

Last night before we slept, suddenly we had this wierd conversation.
Superman: I missed our bed
Me: I missed our TV
Superman: I missed our problematic Astro controller.
Me: He he.
Superman: Nite...
Me:Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........


I need my own house where I know where my own stuffs are. I need a vacation. I need a shopping spree(on Superman budget). I need tiramisu cake from Delecious. I need a good massage. I need my cat Oren. I need to chill with my friends. Maybe those things can compensate my hard-to-figure job?Maybe..

Currently

Currently, I am doing a report of my job. Jack of all trade. Now you can call me architect..project manager..now I know what is 1 Gang 2 Way and T5 4ft are. And yesterday I learned types of hinges. So Diana, if you are reading this, HELP!!! Now I know a little bit of your language.la la la la..

Lots has been asking what is it like in my new workplace. The answer is, mixed emotion.

Yes, right now I am consistently in mixed emotion, be it in personal or working life. I'm in limbo. Very indecisive. I just want to feel comfortable. But every time I think of doing anything, it doesn't really goes well with others plans. I just hate to be regarded as selfish or ignorant. But how can I satisfy everyone blatantly? Am I not entitled for giving opinions?Am I not entitled of making my own decisions?

I'm tired. Things are not so well right now. Vacations or shopping spree won't get things done. It won't deal my angst or my sadness. Its about facing my issue like an adult. But how adult can you be when your voice aren't heard and disregarded. How?

Christmas+No Money+Super Calories Weekend

Hey ya peeps..Sure u have a great weekend. Long 3-days weekend. Yeah..Nice aaa.. Wonder what everyone was doing?

How about mine?

Lets start with Christmas eve, Thursday,24.12.09
Darling Superman hates crowd. And I dragged him to Pavilion, cruising through the traffic jam. His face was distorted. But perhaps, out of love, he tagged along, fulfilling his wife's dream of seeing 'white' Christmas in KL. Damn, the parking bay was full and everybody was parking at any space they could find. I did not park. He did. Coz I was crazy excited to shop. Yes, again! I went out of the car. It took him 45 minutes to find an empty space! I was told by my office mates that they've already got their salaries. Yeay! So i hurriedly went to the ATM to draw out some cash. Dreaming of buying a bag or bangles or shoes, and surprise Superman with a special supper. But then...tut tut..tit..tit.tit...The balance in my account didn't change. Same as three days before.Ahhh??? Okay..okay...cool down bebeh...Texted my friends..and the Finance HOD....The HOD didn't replied....Shits..Well..I can't let this dampened my festive spirit. Here we go..plastic!! Zrasss zrass....Got myself two bags from Topshop and no special supper. Frustrated.. A bit happy.. and also worried. Wondering what exactly happened with my salary. Went back home before the clock striked 12 a.m, watched Christmast movies...and feel asleep.

Friday, 25.12.09-CHRISTMAS DAY
Not excited anymore due to the no-salary thingy. Made breakfast for Superman. Tuna in Mayonaise sandwich. He he. Around 11am, planned to go to TESCO to buy some groceries and chicken so that I can cook for lunch or dinner. Went to the ATM again. Fuck! The balance was the same.Grrrr!! Directly called the HOD on her hp. It took her forever to pick it up.
Me: Kak, y my money is still not in? Others said they receive it on Thursday.
HOD: Oh yours will be handled differently? We will give you a cheque on your last day. On the 31st Dec.
Me: Huh ?? How so?? I didn't know about it at all. I wish you have told me earlier. I need to use the money.
HOD: This is a normal procedure. Before this, we did the same(to other staffs who resigned previously)
WTF?? I called and check with other staffs, they were not aware of the 'procedure' at all. Nobody had that treatment previously. Totally unfair. I guess she was concerned that I might not come to work after I receive my salary. You see, I still have 4 days balance to fulfill. I hate my Friday!

Saturday, 26.12.2009
It was a cheery day. Despite my empty purse. My schoolmate, En Idzwan Adli got hitched. It was a calorie laden wedding affair. The food was superb! We had kambing golek, satay, and other food. It was held at Felda..er..couldn't remember the restaurant name. The one where you can have garden wedding. Met with other schoolmates and their wives AND little tots. Seems like everyone already have a baby or going to have one very very soon. And yes, everyone was asking whether I'm already pregnant. Oh god! Please guys.lol!
Afterwards, we went to see my MIL at Superman's eldest bro home in Keramat. My hubby's family is very2 close knit. Its a must to visit almost every weekend. At least.
At 10.15, we watched Sherlock Holmes movie at Pavilion GSC. You must be wondering what's with me and Pavilion? Well, its 10 minutes away from my apartment, I love love love the vibe, the best!! Okay, back to the movie. Superman hated it. I love it. Ha ha. Another thing he hates so much are movies with too much narrative or talks. But, you can watch with him action, horror, and comedy movie anytime. He hated the movie so bad that he fell asleep every now and then and I kept on nudging him in mad attempt to avoid him snoring. Ha ha ha!!

Sunday, 27.12.09
Spent most part of the day at my parents crib in Kajang. I yearned for the day to be longer. The prospect of working on the next day, pisses me off. Much more pissed thinking about my salary. Hopefully the management will change the decision to give me sooner.
My second nephew, Mr Ali, is so much chubbier when I see him yesterday. Two weeks ago, he seemed so tiny and fragile. I was so scared to hold him back then. But now we bonded better. His brother, Mr Uwais was very protective over him. And he threw mad tantrum when I said I wanted to bring back home his baby brother for a while. Ha ha. Lovely.

And today..I want to go back with smile on my face. Something is 'cooking' tonight. I'm in the mood to party. Yeah!!

PICTURES to BE UPDATED later..

Happy Lazy Weekend

I love last weekend so so much. Why?

1) It was a 3-days weekend.

Shitty as it is..I have no more Annual Leave balance. Spent them for my wedding preps. And I have to wait until 2011 before I get paid leaves as I am starting a new job soon. So of course when granted a long weekend like this, I will appreciate it so so much. Spending more time together with Superman is all I want. I'm not sure if I can get this kind of relaxation next year. Alot is going to happen next year. I bet its gonna be a happening AND a stressful year.

2) I finally packed up my overflowing clothes into the boxes..
Yeah..I dread packing up. For anything. But, I have promised my dear Superman, to start packing(although we havn't got our new house key yet) after I broke my promise not to shop on certain stuffs(yes, my heart melt when I saw the electric blue shoes and dark blue bag!). I better fulfill them!Hehehe! It took me 3/4 of the Saturday to completely doing it as I tried each of them, just to know whether it still fits me or not. Proudly, there's only 1 small box which I TOTALLY CANNOT FIT BUT SO 'SAYANG' TO THROW IT AWAY.Lol! And, I wonder why the hell I still shop for more stuffs. I think I have enough to cover 3 months attires without having to reuse them again. But well there's always this colour and that shape that I still don't have. ehhehe...Shopaholic lingo.

3) I have a thing with Christmas movies
No, I know that I can't be celebrating Christmas like Christians does. Just that, I just love the atmosphere. And the movies. I just love how they depict the magic and everyone goes nice and get their wishes during Christmas times. So I've spent my time while packing up the clothes, watching those movies. Superman had to surrender the remote control to me and he played his PSP all day. Sorry sayang....")

4) I didn't cook at all.
Yeay! Ooppsss!

5) I found a yummy shoes but I managed NOT to grab it.
Yes. I believe I still have a strong heart. Willpower! But I kept on thinking about them. This is tragic. But which one is yummier than the other? They are at Zara. They are so practical. Especially for work and parties. Very2 comfortable. And they are my size!!Oh god.I think I'll just wait their sale period at the end of this month. Shits..I couldn't take the pics on that day to show u. And Zara's website is not doing justice to me. Let it just be in my memory. So strong though...Arghh!!


I hate looking at my apartment now. It's in a big big mess.. Boxes all over the place. I wish to settle the moving in works before the year ends. But I'm not sure whether it will matter as the developer havn't given us the green light yet. Check up few weeks back found some defects so they had to ask their contractor to mend it before we move in. And they promised us that it should be ready before Christmas, which means within this week. We'll see.

Counting

There's a lot of countings going on.

I count the days that I'm leaving my current office.
31st December 2009.

Although I'm feeling excited and happy, there's some sadness looming in my head. Yeah, I found great people there. We've shared alot. In fact I spent more time with them than anyone else in the course of almost two years. There's few people that I would like to personally thank you for taking care of my wellbeing. No matter what, my experience there has got its own unique impact in my future. I'm gonna miss them alot.

Mental note: Personal Thank You card.

I count the days that I will hand over my bachelor pad to my landlord.
Yes. 31st December 2009 too.

The apartment I'm leaving now was my first bachelor pad. No i've shared previously with my friends at other apartments. But this one, was my first experience signing up the lease contract myself. I lived there alone for the most part since 2008. Superman who was my fiance at the time I was moving in, helped me out alot. I love you to bits Superman. This week the house is full with boxes all over the place. We are packing up. My heart felt heavy. I reluctantly organized the stuffs. And kept on taking a break. Hoping to slow down the process. Too much histories to be boxed up. But I guess its time to move on. Making a life with my dear Superman at our brand new terrace house at Kota Kemuning Shah Alam.

I count the days before I start working in my new office.
4th January 2010.

1st January 2010, is just a mark of another year. I'm done with new year resolutions. Coz I barely look at it after 1st January. Really. But if I still have to make a resolution...its gonna be..

Work my ass out in everything. Life and career.

I hope, life's will be easier on me on 2010 so that I can really focus on my job. Well, I hope its more of a career. I'm gonna be 27 years old then. I don't need a job anymore. Its time to start having a career. My aim is to be in Management-Decision Making Committee by 35 years old.

Note to Superman: Please be understanding and trust me..I love you darling.

I count the days where I can taste a financial freedom.
Milestone: 3 years

I don't know when but I know how. I'm taking baby steps. As Mrs Yashma told me recently, you need to know your good and bad debts. It seems like I have a balance of both. But its not a good balance. I need to imbalance it to where bad debts could not outweight the good debts. Perhaps to ZERO BAD DEBTS. . And that is when I dream that my cash is overflowing. And finally the journey of a lifestyle I want will happen. Insya allah. These past few days, I'm restructuring our financial. Gearing up for better protection for our health and future. It takes alot of guts, willpower and discipline.

Note to Superman: Lets do it together!:)

All this counting has suddenly reinvent my focus in life.
And it sent my adrenaline rushing all over my body.
I'm loving every second of it. Can't wait for the next things to happen in my life.

And to you,
Yes you, my dear readers,
Look at the brighter side of things.
Keep smiling.
Have a nice day:)

Coconut!

Someone once told me...if one can cook with coconut milk a.k.a Santan in Malay deliciously,
he or she can cook almost anything else. Really??

All my life i had never used in my cooking. I just don't really like it or scared
that I did it badly. But since I have another mouth to feed
and he loves such cooking, guess I need to learn the trick aite??

my mission for this weekend:
Gulai telur masak kuning
eh no..
Gulai kuning telur
eh no no no
Telur masak gulai kuning.

aihhhhh ape2 je laaaa..

I'm really a novice in terms of cooking!!
Takutttt!

Bedridden+One Month Anniversary

I am already one month married to Superman.:)


But we can't do anything much to celebrate it.
Superman's bedridden.
And we are saving for our new house.
So what can we do?





p.s: i yearn for a new bag. selfish, no??

Feverish+Happiness+New Home

Since yesterday, I was feeling a bit off. And as usual since little, my fever peaks at night. I could be completely talkative, energetic being daytime and bedridden, hardly speaking or eating at night.

However, I had extra strength. Howcome?
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1. I watched Twilight New Moon
at Pavilion, had cupcakes and ate Hot plate mee.
2. Darling Superman accompanied me to watch Twilight!!
In fact, surprisingly, that morning he wanted to buy the tickets
himself through online. But after the web could not access
his online banking, he had to call me.
Awwwwwww schweeetttttttt! Muah muah muah!
Love you my teddy bear...XOXO!!!!

At this moment,1.54pm, I'm stuck in office. My boss is on leave since yesterday.I was left with nothing much to do. Its a blessing coz my head's throbbing while my eyes are burning and the throat's super dry.I think the fever's creeping back.But, I'm wondering whether it would be okay if I can leave early today. Superman's on MC too. He's having a bad case of flu.I think we both needs antibiotics or something. Lately my body was having a mad tantrum. Somedays, I got backpain. And out of a sudden, my blood pressure went down for no reason. And then fever comes in. Head's spinning. But luckily it doesn't come all at one time although I was never free of any pain for few months already. Worried but I don't think the MC-stingy-doc-at-panel clinic-named-Mediviron Ampang Point will give justice except for more antibiotics, painkillers and JUST time sheet. Seriously. Kedekut MC!

Currently, we are still waiting for our new house key. A 2 storey, 4 bedroom terrace house at Kemuning Utama, Shah Alam.Bought by Superman, last year.

I'm procrastinating big time. I hate packing up stuffs. There's so much to pack after living there for more than a year. Especially the heavy books and magazines. That's what happens when you
love reading so much. More of a habit than hobby.har har!

I'm imagining alot of things for the new house. From the colour of the walls, types of furnitures and decorations, and storage designs.I dreamt of a big walkin wardrobe.One of the room is going to be MY WARDROBE ROOM.But he doesn't like the idea of storing shoes near clothes due to hygienic reasons. But then I like it to be that way so that I can easily match my clothes AND shoes AND bags together in front of a big mirror when dressing up.

I love this one the most. I just love the white panel cupboards.
Divine! but, I think I'm gonna ditch the shoes display and put up a big
mirror instead. And I think the room is bigger. Yeay!

And use up boxes with polaroid pics as a more hygienic and practical
solution for shoes storage. Hey, love the ghost chair too!!

pics courtesy: this is glamourous



Do you have better ideas? I don't know about the price tag for 'my dream'
walkin wardrobe yet. But I welcome suggestions.
Or something easy DIY?
caution: I am no Paris Hilton or Kimora Lee Simmons.
But my taste is parallel but I don't have their bank accounts.
So help me please!LOL!

iT is Shopping Season!

Why do shopping season always happens when I'm broke?

Yeah, with our wedding just passed by, our financial is still in red alert until maybe 3 months more. What's with photographers and videographers to pay and us moving out to our new lovepad gonna happen within couple of months, it won't be a good time to get ANY new bags, shoes or clothes without reasons aite? I hope my current 'Financial Minister' will agree on the budget allocations to buy job interview outfits or new makeup or this or that or that one also or everything?! hehehehe.....

I kept on reminded of the shopping fun fare when there's always new messages popping up in my inbox announcing the big bargains and special set for Christmas gifts. Being an avid shopper, of course I'm always armed with store cards and credit card. And now they are being ruthless to my fragile soul. Oh god!!! Should I just turn off the handphone and sign off my emails??You know, its not just stores at shopping malls are doing it, even internet shopping webs are joining in the craze!Warghhh!

And some of my friends are going to Singapore for the big shopping season.Drool!

Yes people, sadly I'm announcing that
I CANNOT JOIN THE FUN! Not just yet!
~Wiping off the tears~

But its okay, I am gonna enjoy the sweet moments of my new life with my dear hubby.
And last but not least.......
I can't wait to DECORATE MY NEW HOUSE soon!
My ultimate creative avenue.
Darling, lets shop for paints and home deco!

Bluekkk!

Something Happened

Yesterday..was a bad day for me n Superman.
No we didn't fight.
Its something about his career.It saddened me.
But he took it with stride.
I'm proud of him.

Sorry guys, I can't elaborate what its all about.

But on a bright side,
He will be less pressured. He can focus more on his own business.
Perhaps he has more time for me.
And perhaps he's will find a greener pasture for his future.
OUR future.
I wish you all the best Darling.
I LOVE YOU.

XOXO,
B